OK so a few weeks ago, I went away camping with my family and several other families over the Melbourne Cup long weekend, regular blog readers will know what I'm getting at here. There was a guy. I know, alarm bells ringing already, right?
He was so fantastic, we flirted all weekend long (you can read the old post archives for all the tragic details) and had a thoroughly great time. Anyway, you may remember that THAT little affair ended swiftly on the day we got back to real-life civilisation and I came crashing down from my floaty little cloud of love with a thud. He was now going out with another girl we went away with. I know, right? At the time, I was devastated. He totally used me as, like, an outlet for his pent-up flirting or something. Then, as time wore on, I realised that he was just a guy, just like many that i have known before him and many I will know after him. He is flirty, fun and non-commital, like most guys his age. So onwards I moved.
Today, I received a teary phonecall from The Girl, informing me that they had broken up. I have NO IDEA why she called me, we aren't super close buds or anything. In fact, I only met her on the camping weekend and have had very limited contact since then.
I soon after received a message on myspace from The Guy, wanting to "catch up soon".
I know that if I see him, all those strong feelings from the camping trip will return and I will spend another six weeks tearing myself apart over every little thing we both do or say.
So today, I would like to, nay I NEED to write a list of reasons NOT to catch up with him...
1) He will make me fall in love with him even harder this time
2) It's disrespectful to The Girl, even though we are not actual friends
3) I will look into those gorgeous, blue, twinkling, playful eyes of his and may actually faint
4) I shouldn't torture myself that way again. He can't be the guy I need right now, as much as I want him to be
5) I am very young. Like, 10 days away from turning 16. I don't NEED this kind of CRAP in my life yet
6) I am having a fabulous time with my friends and family just enjoying the summer holidays. I don't NEED him around
7) I can DO everything by myself. I am a totally independant, strong girl. I don't need a guy at all.
8) ...
9) ...
10) ...
Oh my goodness I can only think of seven reasons not to call him! This is a disaster! OK, before my resolve crumbles completely and I call him first thing tomorrow morning, I need my fabulous, loyal blog readers to help me out here by coming up with two or three more reasons NOT to call this guy who I know MUST be bad for me, otherwise he would not have made me as HURT and ANGRY and CONFUSED as he did the first time around.
PLEASE HELP ME BLOGGERS. I love you all. I NEED my loyal readers to rally around me and help me in my time of need.
Love in desperation, bubblygirl (about to lose her bubbly-ness if someone doesn't act soon). xoxo
14 years ago
6 comments:
Liv, he is not worth it!! he doesn't sound like a very nice guy and they're are PLENTY of nice guys out there. He's hurt you once before, don't let him hurt you again. Go and watch some old OC episodes and drool over seth!
gg xx
dw, i remember that song as well! that show used to rock. i can't say i remember the words to it though...
gg xx
ok gg is SO right about seth!! or u can wath ryan if u like.. watch the ones with trey and volchok and all them others who r just so incredibly good looking..
eww toong? trey? u r deranged in the head!
now dont listen to her bubblygirl! watch the ones withOUT trey!
3 other reasons NOT to ring him:
1...u
2...dont
3....need
4......him
OH LOOK! thats FOUR!
lots of love, merry xmas, happy new year, great holidays, and GOOD LUCK!
love Princess Bella XO
soooooooooo.....bubbblygirl....
how'd it go?
happy new yr, luv princess bella XO
Happy (belated) birthday liv! hope u had a great day!!
gg xx
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